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[Wednesday
July 27th, 2005
11:56am] |
I think I'm bi-polar.
One moment I'm in a great mood and friends with everyone,
and the next second I'm upset and ready to kill the population of the Earth.
I'm getting a new LJ soon.
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[Sunday
July 24th, 2005
10:06pm] |
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Modern Life Is War;Clarity |
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The show last night sort of blew.
I knew a majority of FTBMOF's set would be new stuff, but I was happy they played Should've Stayed In The Shallows.
Bear vs Shark was cute, but of course the assholes of Long Island opended pits.
Curl Up and Die didn't sound too great live.
I was so glad that I got to see a bunch of people who I haven't seen in a while, I missed them.
After the show I hung out with Mellanie, Kate, Vinny, Cara, Jeff and Brian.
We went to Carvel and then Airport Plaza, and watched a little black kid play DDR.
Thanks to them and a few other people I'm having an amazing summer.
I have to update with pictures from when Ashley and Mishel slept over too!!!
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| Don't be so scared. |
[Tuesday
July 12th, 2005
10:02pm] |
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He Is Legend ; The Seduction |
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My posts come in at week intervals,
so I guess I'll update you on the last week.
Wednesday I didn't do anything, or if I did, I can't remember.
Thursday... nothing.
Friday Danielle, Tori and Ariel came over.
Saturday I had work and I really love my job.
I don't do much but I still learn things, I have Carina who keeps me busy and I have Starbucks really close by :]
Sunday I saw Saosin.
Monday was free slurpee day,
and today I went to Kelly's house for the whole day.
I'm pretty satisfied with my summer so far :]
Also, my shirt finally came today :] I love it.
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| Here's our chance to go for something. |
[Tuesday
July 5th, 2005
10:47am] |
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This entry is probally going to get me in trouble with a few of my best friends but, oh well, I really have to say this because it's been on my mind and bothering me a whole lot.
In the past two weeks I feel really left out.
I really hate coming on the computer, reading your away messages, and you're all doing stuff and I'm stuck here at home.
I just miss everyone a whole lot.
After school ended it feels like we just went our seperate ways.
And when I don't see the people that mean a lot to me for weeks at a time,
I feel like our relationships are detiorating.
I get so upset about that.
And my parents make it even easier, they say no to EVERYTHING.
There's about eight weeks left, hopefully I can make something good of them.
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| Save some face; you know you've only got one. |
[Saturday
June 18th, 2005
11:22pm] |
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The Killers ; Smile Like You Mean It |
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So everyone's writing about how their summers are going to be.
I honestly have no idea of the course that mine will take.
All I know is that I got a job,
a few shows that I'll be attending,
that I'll be walking a lot,
trying to acchieve some goals I set for myself,
visiting the beach on random days,
eating a lot of ice pops,
hanging out with amazing people (including Melissa Corsair!)
and watching the stars at night.
And so far;
It sounds so good to me.
I have a buttload of pictures I want to share but I'm
still not on my regular computer and I've been deviously
coming on by using my brother's.
I never really cared for The Killers but I noticed how much
Smile Like You Mean It relates to my life, and it was kinda weird.
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| Call me your valentine. |
[Thursday
June 16th, 2005
8:58am] |
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Saosin ; Bury Your Head |
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So I've managed to find a way onto the computer without (hopefully) getting caught.
I have a buttload of finals to take.
Friday is Emi's party;
I get to see Angie, Natalie and Jeanine!
June 21 is Copeland at least.
Edit ;
I jumped in puddles tonight!
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| His performance is moving; I'll give it that. |
[Tuesday
June 14th, 2005
4:17pm] |
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On Broken Wings ; Like Starscream |
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I got in trouble and lost my "privleges" to use the
computer for a week.
I'll be back June 20!
Edit;
School's done, finally.
I always mess up,
I'm sorry.
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| I'll stand knee deep in your ridicule. |
[Friday
June 10th, 2005
11:11pm] |
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Frou Frou ; Holding Out For A Hero |
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Today was one of the best days I've had in a while.
School was okay.
Three days left.
After school I went up to meet Shamsa at Starbucks.
I saw Vinny & Nick there.
They're fun.
Then Shamsa came.
I met her boyfriend Jeff and her two other friends Nick & Elan.
Usually I'm bad at meeting new people, but they were all so nice.
So after that we went to CVS.
Shamsa's other friend came, she was nice too (I liked her hair a lot)
I got superglue which I have plans for using.
Then it started raining.
Vinny took Nick somewhere.
Then we walked to Waldbaums.
Then Taco Bell.
Then bowling.
Shamsa and I took pictures and the boys tried copying us.
After Vinny took me home.
I had fuuun.
Let me say though, Shamsa is one amazing girl.
( + pictureees! )
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[Thursday
June 9th, 2005
5:48pm] |
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Every Time I Die ; Godspeed Us To Sea |
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I got hit really hard in the arm today.
It's all purple now.
I like poking it and making it turn colors, haha.
Tomorrow I get to see Shamsa,
and go to Starbucks.
Yes, two amazing things in one day.
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[Wednesday
June 8th, 2005
6:57am] |
Tagged by Melissa(melissacorsair)
List six of your current favorite songs, and tag six people to do this too.
1. Sunflowers and Sunsets - Bane
2. Off Broadway - Every Time I Die
3. My Sharona - The Number Twelve Looks Like You
4. Jeniffer - The Blood Brothers
5. Southern Belles in London Sing - The Faint
6. Rock Me Now - Metric
I TAG THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE:
1. Sarah(its_a_mad_w0rld)
2. Angie(angiesaurus)
3. Ashley (xemo_songx)
4. Danielle (ohhh__danie)
5. Nicole(x__firstcrush)
6. Kelly(cabinxxfever)
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| The persistant beating sounded thin. |
[Tuesday
June 7th, 2005
9:47pm] |
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I'm sick of people.
Today I got called a poser by this girl at school because I had a
Thursday shirt on,
a pink stud belt and
black and white checkered Vans.
I got so agrivated.
People can wear whatever they want.
No one has to tell them that they're wrong.
Ah I wanted to rip her hair out of her scalp, and most of you know I would've done it.
Idiots.
Earth Science practical tomorrow.
Eh, not so confident about it.
I like that one :]
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| Only the lonesome love us! |
[Monday
June 6th, 2005
6:42am] |
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Coldplay |
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I woke up in an extraordinary good mood today,
it'll be gone by the end of first period.
I had to write an essay on songs that relate to my life,
and I think it's one of the best pieces I've composed so far,
because I really suck at writing.
Anyways, I hope everyone has a good day.
Even though it's going to be gross outside again.
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| Every picture that I drew, was never ever as cute as you. |
[Saturday
June 4th, 2005
11:46pm] |
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I'm beginning to love weekends.
I used to despise them because they consisted of me staying home all day on the computer, watching Lifetime and doing homework.
Yet for the last few months I've been busy every weekend for the first time ever, (and my plans for them don't fall through which is a huge accomplishment for myself) and I always have a great time.
I also noticed that it's helped me establish better moods because sitting home all day alone doesn't really make you the happiest person.
And now I'm totally enthusiastic about the summer because I already know it's going to be the best one by far.
Okay, enough ranting.
Today I went to the HIPV (If you don't know what that stands for, don't continue reading this entry) show at The Downtown.
It wasn't as packed as I've seen it before which was actually a very good thing because it was humid and gross and for once you weren't up someone else's ass because there was no place to stand.
So I found Tom and Ashley, him and I sat in the back for a while.
Then Jesi, Sal, Mike and some other kids came and I hung out with them for a majority of the night.
Which it was great to see them, because unfortunately I only see them like once every two months, but I ditched my other friends and that was badbadbad.
After the show we walked around town.
I tried jumping a bush and failed and fell on my face.
I think that made my whole weekend though.
And tomorrow I'm having a picnic.
Or so far, that's what's planned.
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| Hell is for children. |
[Tuesday
May 31st, 2005
9:53pm] |
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Armor For Sleep. |
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I just realized how lucky I am to have my room on the east side of the house.
I love waking up in the morning to have the sun peaking into my room.
And I forgot how good Pat Benatar was,
until I listened to Crimes of Passion today.
I'm glad I talked to him about it.
I was honestly just going to leave it because I feel like I'm just not good enough for anyone
and that he had moved on.
Now, who likes to take long train rides? I need a buddy.
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